Senin, September 10, 2012

My New Canvas


“Kata-kata tak selalu bisa menjembatani dua orang atau lebih, kadang kala diam lebih bermakna.”

            Sudah berbulan-bulan aku tak sempat menengok halaman maya ini. Mungkin aku terlalu sibuk, oh bukan mungkin, aku memang terlalu sibuk. Beberapa bulan terakhir aku harus rela kehilangan sedikit waktuku untuk surfing di dunia maya seperti sekarang ini. Bukan karena kuliah atau pekerjaan, karena ‘kuakui’ aku bukan a diligent student. Hmm, aku hanya terlalu sibuk dengan hal-hal yang aku sendiri tak tahu. Aku tenggelam dengan dunia nyata yang membuatku berpikir bahwa aku tak nyata. Bagaimana bisa ?? entahlah, aku pun tak punya jawabannya.

            Banyak sekali yang terjadi, banyak yang ingin kuceritakan. Kanvasku telah penuh dengan warna warni kehidupan. Aku perlu yang baru, aku harus mendapatkannya, karena jujur saja live in a mess kind of canvas membuatku semakin menghilang.

            See, everything’s change, everyone could come and go as the wind and I still have to move on. Aku tak akan membiarkankan kanvas baruku diwarnai tangan-tangan tak bertangung jawab. Mencoba merusak apa yang kupunya agar miliknya looks better. Ew. Aku tak mau lagi ditenggelamkan seperti dulu, aku akan mendayung perahuku sendiri, dengan atau pun tanpa kalian, orang-orang yang membuatku merasa hilang dari dunia yang juga milikku.

            Yah, kukira setiap persoalan bisa diselesaikan dengan pembicaraan, heart to heart conversation, tapi kadang diam lebih jauh menenangkan. I don’t need to rush. I will re-arrange my own colors slowly cz I wanna enjoy it myself.

Sabtu, Januari 21, 2012

overcome the acnes


Haloooooo..
Its so long time I didnt post here again, I miss U all bloggeeeeeeeeeers..

A little sharing, Ive a problem with miss acne ugh !! Especially when I got menstru, there will be acnes in my face. Hhuuhu, how pity I am.
Accidentally, when I am googling about landscape picture, I found an article about some tips to overcome the acnes. Okay, here we go.

1. Eat garlic
Garlic can destroy harmful bacteria in the pores of the skin. Besides garlic also works to increase the immune system, including the skin. So that acne can be prevented.

Senin, Januari 09, 2012

My Mom is Amazing


She wakes up early in the morning with a smile
And she holds my head up high
Don't you ever let anybody put you down
Cos you are my little angel

Then she makes something warm for me to drink
Cos it's cold out there, she thinks
Then she walks me to school, Yes I aint no fool
I just think my Mom is amazing

She makes me feel
Like I can do anything
and when she's with me
there's no where else, I'd rather beĆ¢€¦

After School, she's waiting by the gate
I'm so happy that I just can't wait
To get home to tell her how my day went
And eat the yummy food, only my Mom makes

Then I wind her up cos I don't wanna bath
And we run around the house with a laugh
No matter what I say, she gets her way
I think my Mom is amazing

Then I wake up in the morning, she's not there
And I realize she never was
And I'm still here in this lonely orphanage
With so many just like me

And as my dreams begin to fade
I try hard to look forward to my day
But there's a pain in my heart that's a craving
How I wish I had a Mom that's amazing
Would be amazing

a song by zain Bhikha

this is so touching :')